More of God?

B31A20A1-664D-4D12-86F8-FB7EEDD792E2The year is 66 A.D. or maybe 67 A.D.  and Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ to the Gentiles, finds himself once again arrested by the Roman Empire.  But this time it is much different.  Instead of being under house arrest he finds himself in a dungeon in chains.  To be more specific in Nero’s dungeon.  Not only is Paul there but it is also believed that Peter who walked with Jesus is also there.  At this time Paul is able to write a letter to his fellow brother in Christ, a young man he raised up in the faith of their mutual Lord and Savior. This young man, Timothy, receives a letter which will be known as 2 Timothy to future generations. Yet, for Timothy this is the last correspondence he has from a man he had walked with and knew so very well.  This is the man Timothy had learned from Who Jesus is.  Paul knows his time is short and soon he will be poured out as a drink offering (4:6).  Paul asks Timothy to come to him yet at the same time realizes that Timothy may not get there in time, so his letter also conveys the concerns he has of the times and of the faith which is so dear to him and that he will die for.

If we put ourselves in the times this letter was thought to be written, we might see this as a transitional time for the believers in Christ.  Most of the other disciples have been killed for their belief.  The Roman Empire is controlled by Nero.  Under his rule the believers in Jesus suffered great persecution.  He is known as a cruel leader.  Both Paul and Peter are killed under his rule leaving only John as the  last of the original apostles.  Many believers began to wonder if Jesus would ever return and some were teaching the resurrection had already happened (2:17).  Paul also warns of others in the future who will have a form of godliness but deny it’s power and always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of truth (3:5&7).  He reminded Timothy, “ But you must continue in the things which you have learned and been assured of, knowing from whom you have learned them, and that from childhood you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.” (3:14-15).  Paul also reminds Timothy several times to: “Hold fast the pattern of words which you have heard from me, in faith and love which are in Christ Jesus” (1:13); “…be strong in grace that is in Christ Jesus. And the things you have heard from me among many witnesses, commit these to faithful men who will be able to teach others also” (2:1-2); and “consider what I say and may the Lord give you understanding in all things” (2:7). Paul wanted to ensure the true gospel—-stayed TRUE and that the message being taught would not go back to the old leaven (law).  He reminds Timothy of the importance of faith in Who Jesus is to secure salvation and righteousness and how this truth needed to be passed on to future generations. I believe Paul was passing the baton on to his disciple Timothy before he died.  What brought me to tears though was the realization that the church today has completely perverted Paul’s words and has done exactly what he didn’t want to happen with the gospel of Jesus Christ.  And the really sad part is that they have used his own words to do so.

So many times this book (2:20-26)  has been taught from the perspective of a believers behavior and their need to try to better themselves so they can “get more from God”, or “get to a higher level”.  Christians have lost the Way and forgotten it is Him Who brings us from glory to glory, not us.  And we already have ALL of Him in us, period.  There is no secret way of obedience to “get more Holy Spirit”. The entirety of the Holy Spirit resides in each believer as they Simply Believe.  People that believe there is a way for them to attain more of God by their behavior are simply feasting on the old leaven (1 Cor 5:8). This old leaven causes you to want to hide your mistakes and choices instead of living from the inside out (see: Grace Enables You to…. for more info).  When feasting on the old leaven you fear God and man because you don’t understand that God has already forgiven you because of His Son.  The truth is you are fully forgiven which causes you to not fear because you know, no matter what you have or haven’t done, you are beloved and fully accepted by the Holy Trinity.  

In our humanity we always want or desire to make ourselves righteous. It is just such a source of pride in humanity.  I understand this because for years this is the way I had lived.  This is where God truly wants humility.  It seems so difficult not only for unbelievers but for believers in Jesus to understand this.  We need to acknowledge the facts:





According to Paul, we can only freely receive these things from Father God who made the way through His Only Son, Jesus Christ.  It is a FREE GIFT.  I submit to you the containers Paul speaks about In chapter 2:20-26 was to help Timothy realize that there are different vessels in the house of God and to make sure Timothy sees this clearly, understands this and makes sure the true gospel gets passed on to trustworthy people.  Paul talks about these containers in 1 Corinthians also.  In verse 8 of chapter 5 Paul mentions something that we must look at to understand what he was saying to Timothy: 

“Therefore let us keep the feast, not with old leaven, nor with the leaven of malice and wickedness, but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.”

The old leaven is the law.  The leaven of malice and wickedness is the world and the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth is the New Covenant.

See Paul was warning Timothy that these different containers would all be present in the “Church” and to look for the honorable containers to entrust the message to.  Giving credence to those that taught the truth just as he has done.

When I better understood the history, I could better understand the wording of the letter. I began to see that this letter is not so much about what I have to do to attain more from the Lord; but much more about believing what God, through His Son Jesus, has already done for me.  I believe this letter is just reinforcing to Timothy what Paul has always taught: Jesus Christ, the Passover Lamb has already done it all for us…all we have to do is Simply Believe (Faith).

I encourage you whenever you go to read the Word of God to start at the right starting point…which is:

God Loves me

Jesus died for all of my sins

I am fully forgiven

I am righteous in Jesus

I am a new creation in Jesus

I have a free will choice to choose to believe Who God and Jesus is

The Holy Spirit (all of God) lives in me when I choose to believe

God never leaves me nor forsakes me

If we look at 2 Timothy with these eyes, we can see it is all about faith, grace and understand we can not in and of ourselves make ourselves a clean container but that through focusing on Jesus, through our belief in Who He is and ALL that He has accomplished on the Cross we are the clean or an honorable container. As believers we need to stop trying to put a new garment on an old one…it doesn’t fit-the New Covenant message of Grace is not a patch for the Old Covenant of Law— just put on the whole new garment of Grace given freely and completely to you by Jesus.  Through all scripture—ALL—-you can see the truth of Jesus.

It is time for Jesus,
not man,
to be high and lifted up
and He will draw
all men unto Himself.

So now go and read 2 Timothy with new, fresh eyes and let’s stand and make a change back to the true gospel of Jesus Christ.  We no longer want the old leaven of the law, nor the feast of malice or wickedness (the world).  What we want is the New covenant, unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.  Truth that Jesus took all your sins, it is finished, you are whole (even if you don’t look it or act like it, remember glory to glory) and you are obedient right where you are at.  A good friend said something so profound and I want to share it here.  She said, “I gave 100% of what I had at that time.”  This is how I see believers going from glory to glory now.  I can’t yet give what I don’t understand I have just yet.  But I am fully reliant on the Giver and the Giver knows my heart.

A Little of What…

The Lord has been speaking to me….

What a Bridegroom We Have

Last night I was at a wedding and the bride’s dad was telling a story about the prince coming to slay the dragon to save his bride and of course how biblical this story is. He was talking about himself as the dragon and how his new son-in-law slain him or had to fight for the hand of his bride. This just reminded me once again of the beautiful sacrifice our Bridegroom made for us. How He has already slain the dragon (Satan) in our lives. How He finished it for us. How He has done all the work for us so we can enjoy and live in and from a place of benefit, fullness, and wholeness. How we don’t live in a place of fear but of complete and utter love. Yet what we must remember is that this a continuous place we live from. See our Bridegroom is the perfect One. Much like we see Hosea marries a prostitute and even when she leaves Hosea and lives with another man; Hosea ran after his bride. Hosea then brought her home, remarried her and still loved her, not in his own strength but in the Lords.  Hosea is a picture of how much Christ loves us through our entire lives, no matter what. Jesus and the Father don’t just love us in the beginning when we are lost and ask them to save us. We are deeply loved then, now and are assured of it in the future. See Jesus won the war, the war is won..It is finished! The battles sometimes look like they are losses…alas…they are NOT. This is why Jacob can say:

“As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good in order to bring about this present result…” Genesis‬ ‭50:20‬ ‭NASB‬‬

Father God is always seeking to bring us to the best possible result for well… That is how much He img_1033love us. So…..

Live remembering the war is won, the battles are wins and not losses. You already are a new creation in Christ and your righteousness is there in Christ. You have ALL the benefits of the Kingdom and you live in the Kingdom; not because of any righteous act you did or only when you avoided acting un-righteously. You aren’t in the kingdom and accepted by God in one moment and out the next because you didn’t do “the right thing”; you are always and forever His Bride because you simply believe in Who He is and have entrusted yourself to be His. This means you are engaged to Jesus the Bridegroom with the seal of the Holy Spirit and are the Bride of Christ, fully loved, accepted, cherished and desired.  Oh what a Bridegroom we have.

Have We Sold Indulgences, in Modern Times? (Part 1)

I absolutely love talking with fellow believers. I had a few conversations this weekend that have prompted some questions that I have laid before the Lord. When I do tackle writing out what I am currently processing with God, His Word, my husband and my close friends this once again is going to hit a chord within the “church community”. Yet, this is all to bring freedom to His Bride who He loves so dearly. Freedom to walk in who they are in Him.

The area I want to start out with (this subject that I will tackle will take a few blogs) is how we as people naturally take a word and put on extra meanings to it.  This is done by teaching the word to mean something it was never intended to mean. The definition becomes tainted or twisted and no longer means what it really means. Take for example the word repentance. This for me became taught as something it didn’t really mean yet the Lord uncovered the true meaning of it for me. I believe this has happened with other words and the new one that a good friend got me started on is the word “offense”.

Today, in this blog, all I am going to do is define the word offense according to Merriam-Webster dictionary:

1 a obsolete : an act of stumbling

b archaic : a cause or occasion of sin : stumbling block

2 : something that outrages the moral or physical senses

3 a : the act of attacking : assault

b : the means or method of attacking or of attempting to score

c : the offensive team or members of a team playing offensive positions

d : scoring ability

4 a : the act of displeasing or affronting

b : the state of being insulted or morally outraged <takes offense at the slightest criticism>

5 a : a breach of a moral or social code : sin, misdeed

b : an infraction of law; especially : misdemeanor

Friday night I went to sleep asking the Lord to help me understand this word, what does He want us to know and when I woke up the next morning, He said to me:

Darlene when you have “stood in the gap” to apologize for someone else’s behavior to “help or get someone” to forgive the offender is like when the Pope was selling indulgences to the people to free their family members from purgatory. He told me that it can not be done. The person that has done the offense must apologize.  In my heart, I repented (turned and saw things God’s way). I said Father I have done this so often and in my heart I was grieved and Jesus said, Darlene I’ve got this and reparations were already made when I said, ” It is Finished!”  And thus began a whole new way of seeing things that I have to convey in the next few blogs.

IMG_0585I understand if you look at this blog and say where are you going with these two terms: offense and forgiveness. This is just the start of my journey into what this means and what it looks like and how we will be better able to understand who we are in Christ. This subject will take a while to articulate as I have only begun to talk about it out loud. As I become better able to articulate it, I will be blogging about this subject. So come on this journey with me…..😊